Alright, peeps. I'm about to go on a short rant so bare with me.
I'm at this eye appointment with a retina specialist, and the staff is pleasant so far, so I'm thinking maybe the doctor will be cool and I won't hate everything so much. Keep in mind I HATE when they shine that bright ass light in my eyes. So I'm sitting here for almost TWO HOURS and I still haven't even seen the doctor yet. Then DUN DUN DUNNNN he comes in and I'm instantly realizing this guy has a really nice staff to offset the fact that he is LESS than almost personable. It's bad. I don't like it. He barely says four words to me and his fingers are already in my eyeballs. He's pushing and digging and doing all this stuff and in my head I'm mad at the other doctor for even referring me to this guy. I'm hungry. I haven't had any coffee. And this dude is gouging my eyeballs!! I physically have to clench my teeth to keep from cursing him out and telling him to get his hands off of me. Also, I haven't seen him wash his hands so I have no idea how bad this situation really is. Ugh. This is just the worst. He's calling out all these medical terms to his assistant while he's making me feel like I'm going to be blind after this, and I have absolutely no clue what the hell he's saying. Then get this. He tells the assistant he needs more pictures of my eye, but says NOTHING to me, and walks out. So now I'm back in this stupid ass room waiting for this impersonal dude to possibly come dig his fingers in my eyes some more. Fun fucking times. Let's hope I get out of here and get some food and coffee before giving my thumbs a rest and unleashing my words on this unsuspecting M.D.
~until next time
Working a full time job, raising two daughters, attempting to have a social life, trying to make my family proud, and trying to make myself proud are things I do every day. I'm now beginning my journey of giving. This is step one.