There will be times in your life when you feel betrayed and disregarded by the people who are supposed to have your back more than anyone. You will feel stepped on and stepped over and you'll be mad as hell. Now I don't know how you handle your anger and your hurt but I hope you will at least put aside your pain to see the big picture. See intentions, and don't tell yourself made up stories to support your pain. You are valid. Your feelings are valid no matter what anyone says. Just look at what is actually going on and not what you want to tell yourself. Try to see how setting aside your anger can help you to accomplish a goal.
And I know I sound crazy, but trust me. Going through this process is extremely difficult. It's so trying on the very fiber of my personality, but the end result is rewarding. The end result is me putting myself aside so my daughters can be the happiest little people they can possibly be.
If you love anyone more than you love yourself, hear my words and use them to help you through your own experiences. We all have our stories and no two are the same, but we can use each other to bring more light and positivity to our own circles. That's my goal.... to bring more light to your circle.... let's do it together.
~until next time
Working a full time job, raising two daughters, attempting to have a social life, trying to make my family proud, and trying to make myself proud are things I do every day. I'm now beginning my journey of giving. This is step one.